Aand HERE I AM STUCK IN A MONTAGE OF INSOMNIA... fail... epic, epic fail.

SO I'M GONNA DO A SURVEY I STOLE FROM A RANDOM PERSON I DON'T EVEN KNOW!!! HURRRRRRR 8D

Your name?
I go by a few... lawl... you just call me anythin' you want, darlin'

If possible, your age?
I'M OLD, I'M FUCKING OLD -cry-

When did you start drawing?
pffff... I've been drawing for as long as I can remember... one drawing I remember the most, is drawing a million "ponds" (emphasized by my making the " signs with my fingers lawl) and trying to make the circles fucking PERFECCCCTTTT OMG AND I ACTUALLY GOT ONE PERFECT! Then it disapeared... I was so pissed when that happened D;<

Which hand do you use for drawing?
LOLOLOL YOU DO NOT WANT TO SEE ME DRAW/PAINT/EAT/WHATEVER XD XD XD I switch hands >.>; I bet I could even use my feet 8D

Which is easier to draw - long hair or short hair?
UH... they're practically the same? I prefer drawing shorter/medium hair though (lazyyyy takes over 8D )


Is it easier to draw the head facing towards the right or the left?
uhhhh... uh... I have no freaking clue? Whatever feels right on the paper...


Is it easier to draw the side view of the face or the front view?
I've gotten to the point where I fuck both up so perfectly bahaha


What do you have problems in drawing?
uhm... weird body positions that EVERYONE ELSE CAN DRAW D;< and noses >.>


What do you like to draw?
NOSES (Ironic, amiright?) facessss, weird shit, you, swirlies 8D other junk


Are you a traditional artist or a digital artist?
I'm both 8D I've been doing a bunch more digital junk... especially on ratemydrawings.com and tegakie.com >.>; hah


Where do you start drawing from?
with faces, the nose... I DON'T USE THAT CIRCLE AND CROSS THINGY... IT FEELS TOO AWKWARD FOR ME D; and... other junk... whatever loks like the best place to start?


Coloring:
For people, I start doing the skin colour digitally, background for traditional junk


What is your drawing habit that you are aware of?
I make faces when I draw, if that counts... bahaha. UHM... I like to be messy... >.>; I kinda fucked up someone else's painting once because of that... I'M SO SORRY ;-;


Any tips for coloring/shading?
Patience, using OTHER COLOURS than the darker and lighter values of the base colour... it makes things more realistic ;D and its fun ^^


How long does it take to finish a piece of art?
UHHH I DON'T TIME MYSELF ANYMORE... If I did that... I'd take longer >.>



What music do you listen to while you draw?
Whatever suits the mood of the picture... I've been listening to a bunch of J-rock lately though >.>


How long does it take you to come up with an idea?
HONESTLY... SOMETIMES I JUST START WITH A FEW LINES AND IT GOES FROM THERE...
or I look up inspiration and throw them all together into something "original"... pfft, original my ass.


Your favorite drawing utensils?
UH UH... paintbrushes... lawl. Uhm, photoshop... I have no effing clue yet. I'm still getting used to it... but on ratemydrawings I kinda like the airbrush tool


Your favorite color/the color that you use a lot?
cyan, pink, and peach


Your favorite style(s)?
you... uhm, no really... I try to go for my own... but I guess it really isn't... -cough- mine? I dunno ~.~ thats how it feels to me


What kind of artist are you aiming for?
Myself... I guess? I don't wanna be exactly like another artist D; that would be bleh


Thank you. Now please fill in the next columns by writing the names of the artists that match the criteria. Artists tagged must fill in this baton.


Cool:
Cute:
Stylish:
Unique:
Moe:
Tasty:
Smart:
Sexy:


(I'm lazy, so I didn't do this 8D )


AND a song for you that I fell in love with since the first time I heard it D; (it made me cry)

Endless Rain : X-Japan

I'm walking in the rain
yuku ate mo naku kizutsuita karada nurashi
karamitsuku koori no zawameki
koroshi tsuzukete samayou itsu made mo
Until I can forget your love

nemuri wa mayaku tohou ni kureta
kokoro o shizuka ni tokasu
mai agaru ai o odorasete
furueru karada o kioku no bara ni tsutsumu
I keep my love for you to myself

* Endless rain, fall on my heart kokoro no kizu ni
Let me forget all of the hate, all of the sadness

Days of joy, days of sadness slowly pass me by
As I try to hold you, you are vanishing before me
You're just an illusion
When I'm awaken, my tears have dried in the sand of sleep
I'm a rose blooming in the desert

It's a dream, I'm in love with you
madoromi dakishimete
* repeat
I awake from my dream
I can't find my way without you

The dream is over
koe ni naranai kotoba o kurikaeshite mo
takasugiru hai iro no kabe wasugi satta hi no
omoi o yume ni utsusu
Until I can forget you love
* repeat
Endless rain, let me stay
evermore in your heart
Let my heart take in your tears, take in your memories
* repeat *

[link]

(coughfailthatIcan'tfindtheKanjiforthelyricscough)



TIME TO GO PASS OUT ;D

UHHHHHHH Yeahhhh I'm REALLY fallin behind on replies, comments, updating... yeahhh I'm sorry D; I'll try and get caught up this weekend, no more midterms! Whoo!

So, halloween is less than 3 days away... I'M SO FREAKING EXCITED DUDE, I'M ALMOST PISSING MYSELF. Not really, but.. you get the idea.

My mum just finished the coat for my costume X3 heeeee its so warm and fuzzy ;D I'll take pictures of it later when I'm in costume...

I dunno if you remember who or what I'm gonna be, but I'm gonna be a pedophile. -coughs- technically... lawl... Soubi Agatsuma. -nods- If you don't know who he isss.... then thats fine. lawl... anyways.

I'm still missing the pants and the shoes ;l but I'll make do with what I can get... going to get le pants tomorrow and junk.





SO ANYWAYS!!! WHAT IS EVETRYONE PLANNING ON DOING FOR HALLOWEEN? ;D

I dunno what I'm gonna do yet... might go to this corn maze with my sister and a few friends friiidayyyy? -looks up in thought- or some time near then... I really wanna go to Gyros too D; blehhhh, no one wants to go with me though... so I might solo it >.> and follow little kids that look like Ritsuka... lolololol -COUGH- Ok, I'm done being creepy... maybe, maybe not.

But yeahhhh, hope y'all have a WONDEFRUL Halloween, don't get run over or cut by gangstas and junk... haha. PEACE LOVES!


EDIT: I also got a hamster! ;D I'll be posting some photos of her when I can get her to SIT FREAKING STILL ;l Her name's Himawari ^^

No, I'm not scrapping this one, and yes, I have a new one. Why? Well I'll tell you why!

I made it as a more "professional" portfolio. No funky nicknames, no funky journals, just a more professional manner of things.

Yes, I'll be posting on both of the accounts, but the pieces I want to be in my portfolio will mainly go into that one.

That includes jewelry, paintings, etc.

If you want to add it, it is at [link] ((stupid code isn't working for the shortcut :l ))



ps. sorry about not updating or anything! D; I'm so horrible with it now that school has started! >.< but I will be putting some of my new stuff on the other account tonight if you'd like to see.

Well, thats all from me for now... hope everything is going well with everyone!

Yeah yeah... I'm only sneaking here really quick to do a quick update and such.

I've been rather busy with school and junk lately, I've totally havn't had the time to do anything dA related or whatever. So I'm making this kinda quick... ((should be doing a painting due tomorrow, geeze ~.~ ))

So, I'm planning on taking a weekend and going through ALL of the submissions and stuff you guys have posted and stuff, and I also plan on updating the HELL out of this page then as well... yeah.

I'm getting into doing commissions and stuff lately too! which is fun, gets my mind off of things sometimes.

Uhm... yeah, thats basically it... wanted to get rid of that depressing journal thing.

Oh, wait... one more thing...

I got jury duty! ahahahaha...

and I'm actually looking FORWARD to it... how sad is that? >.>

Well, thats it, I swear... I'm gonna go run away and finish this painting! Peace!

...and its my turn to get on for a new adventure in my life.

-sigh- So many things have happened in one day... so much confusion, so much hurt... -closes eyes-

this means, I won't be active on dA for a while again... too much... crap to deal with right now. I'm really sorry guys... I know I said I'd be submitting stuff and all that - but, my health and my family... well, whats left of it... matter more to me right now.

I might have to go somewhere else, I might have to start a new life, but, I really don't care.

I just want to leave EVERYTHING behind, as I have been left behind by everything else.

god, I haven't hurt this much... in ever... so much for trust...

I'm... not really gonna spray out details. So, I hope everyone is doing fine... and I ask every single one of you, to smile for me, ok? As I am unable to at this moment...